I give up :'(

Yes :D Haha , this is awful :(  Bila fikir balik , i think , i think la kaaaan dia suka orang lain . Who cares ? *you do stupid  -.- , aaah ,  lantak ah ._. Still , like i said FOREVER ALONE still fuck the way ;D Ahaah , this is hurting :( I just need us to be like before but its all my fault , trying to keep our ditance :/  okay okay , giving up seems like something bad to do but i had no choice okay ._. He is so hard to read --' Lets just move on and lari ke asrama xD Lol , kidding :p No way im entering back to asrama , no matter what happen . Even if he loves someone else , i want to stay -,- I will make daddy say yes , no matter what ! This is sad , haha :D But , even giving up seems to be the way , i will still love him , kot ? o.o Lol , nak tahu siapa ? You can go die first then baru ask me again okay ? ;p No no , its not him -.- Tembak kang , suka hati je buat fitnah :p Haha , okay start mencarut dah --' Well , siapa tak merepek menda entah waktu pukul 3 pagi ? ._. Lol , i miss him doh --' I dont know but but but .... okay fine , THIS.IS.HARD.TO.EXPLAIN.OKAIZZZZZ ._. Tak pe la , nak call Yuhannis xD HAHAHAHAHAHA pukul 3 pagi , sah kena lempang dengan dia --' Lol , i need to talk to her , effing soon ! And i need to forget him to , effing soon ;) Serious , he is so hard to read zzzzzz , you are so annoying k . Rasa macam nak tembak jeeeeee -.- If laaa , i can had you ... Lol , i will choose not to have you sebab .... aku en gedik xD Haha , bak kata Yuhannis , DAH DAPAT TU KAU TAK NAK , TAK DAPAT BARU NAK NANGIS , LEMPANG KANG ! Lol , sorreyh :p Its call suka jual mahal , kot xD Oh , just know *actually couples of hours ago , Nomy and i chat , and i miss her :'( *Lol , Nomy pulak --' Sokay , Nomy pun Nomy la :p So heres the story , I GIVE UP ! Note that . He is hard to read plus , dia suka orang lain kot o.o Even though this is sad kan but i hope dia happy dengan orang yang dia suka :D